agghhh, weird TOTC assignment!! too... many... different... answers... >< oh well -closes window containing assignment- =D problem solved.

IT'S DA WEEKEND!!! andand, then there'll be two more days of school, and then WINTER BREAK!!! (hmm.... I've used 6 exclamation marks so far... close to getting insane!! x])

I'm not really procrastinating am I? by doing this blog? "Parent-Child" talks are very... interesting. They are usually a great self esteem booster. =.= so yah. I duno if this blog is a waste of time. Prolly ish, since it's under compy...

Life is pretty good now. I either aced or fail the math test.. we'll see. My outline has yet to be grilled by Mr. Black.... I wouldn't be suprised if I saw sorch marks on my paper. It'll have passed through da ninth circle of hell =D

lalalalala... what else. Oh yah, might as well explain what happened today, since I thinx that's the point of a blog...

Chinese school... was... interesting as usual. Eddie Yang being, of course, his usual self. He said shut up to the teacher three times. that's an alltime low for him. Benny got 1st PLACE on speech contest!!! omg go him! Larry did too (in different class). ugh, my brother was pished off because he's like "I only came in fifth in my class!" =.= I didn't even win anything and I don care...

ohoh, and I got addicted to gaia! x] I'm gonna see how long this lasts

anyway... I am happy about something else too... srry if I'm being vague

yah.. just like any other saturday I go through. Hey! I formatted my blog right this time!

Happiness... (I couldn't think of a title)

Yay!! So happy!! Winter break ish coming in like five school days!!! I'm actually passing Mr. Black's class for once! Yay! wow, I'm cheering a lot today... almost as bad as using [...] hmm... I got some bad habits. Oh well... Hm. NO HW!!!! Well, maybe some. That's not that bad. Yes!! Presentations are over!! And my parents are leaving me alone for da time being!! I haven't blogged in a while tho cuz my mom and dad WERE (not anymore tho) bugging me and monitoring my compy time. -.- I mean come on, can't they trust me (halo appears above head). Yah... they're prolly right, they can't trust me (halo turns into devil horns). But aside from that, I thinx I gotta a lot of happy things! Like, like... can't think of any... oh wait. Yeah... (tries to recall whole weekend). Wel... everyone thought Revolution Presentation was good... so that's niceish. What else... Oh yea... chinese school speech contenst... I didn't disgrace myself =D like violin! That's nice... What else did I do. Oh yeah, stayed up to eleven last night watching Pirates of da Carribean Three. Good movie.. And there's another happy thing that happened over last Wednesdayish and Thursday. Yeah... I'm getting so random on my blogs now. How do other ppl organize posts?

A Rant

I think some really nosey headed, big, cruddy dummies need to stick their fat heads out of other peoplez beeswax. If they have no business in it, or if they're not welcome in that conversation or whatev, they should buzz off and go boil their head D<

Take for instance, a prime example of the parent. (my parents are TOTALLY not a part of this). They have no idea what they're doing or what they're saying and give off tons of complete... poop. A hypothetical conversation between my and my mom. (this TOTALLY didn't happen like a couple minutes ago).

Eric: *Plays violin, is getting into da music for ONCE*
Mom: *interupts* that note's wrong

Wait a sec... who's taking lesson's, me or her? FHI (for her information) I played da note right... I was practicing, don't interupt till I'm done...

continued:

Eric: erm, I played that right *doodles around* k I'm done I need to go work on chinese school homework.

Mom: You haven't finished practicing!!!

Eric: Uhhh yes I have.

Mom: Don't talk back

Eric: ... ... ... ... I NEED to go work on Chinese school hw, it's 10:00 already

Mom: You either play violin or you don't!!! NOW GO PLAY VIOLIN!!!!

Eric: *shrinks a little, doodles for a sec. just about to start playing*

Mom: YOU SHOULDN'T PLAY VIOLIN!!!! YOU AREN'T PRACTICING. YOU JUST SHOULD QUIT!!!!!!

Eric: I was about to practice. But you interupted me

A new character enters

Dad: You've been really misbehaving recently...


Wha...? they're making me feel really demoralized and wanting to quit violin. I'm on the verge of frking cry here and totally am being messed up cuz I feel uber guilty. What the heck do you want me to do????? adjfkl;asdjflk;asjdklfjdf D< practice or not? what do you expect from me????????

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Yay!!! (dances around)Da hard part of the project is over, and my outline's coming along (not done, but that's ok!!!)
I took my happy pills today!!! xD s
o now I'm smiling and not going glum or emoooooo or whatev!!!! Yay!!!! Hmm... what's this post gonna be about....... I dunno. I'm just gonna ramble on with whatev. comes in mind... this should be extremely interesting x]It's my birthday on Tuesday!!!! (is this exactly lucky??? Project due date same day as birthday.... wow, great gift Mr. Black.... xD What next, a unit test from Ms. Kol, and a pop quiz in Bio! x]I'm an sooo pro at badminton!!! I got beaten by my brother and sister!!! and I managed to miss just about every other serve!!! Yess.... and we got kicked off by da pplz at the Newport community center... they wer REALLY nice.... still, it was fun.hmmm.... thinx.achoo... I have a cold... not that bad.what else... what else..... umm....Oh yeah... I didn't fail at violin lesson today. I actually did well.... compared to last time. Wow... I use a lot of periods and other stuffz... oops getting off topic. Well, at least I played well enough for da teacher to not stare at me ashamedly =Dhmm... it's late.That's all for today folks!!! hahaha cliched ending... I have nothing better to end it with x]

UNTITLED

I dunno, it's a survey. Larry suggested it.

Who is best fitted for me (looks)?
Who is best fitted for me (personality)?
Who is best fitted for me (overall)?
Who do you think I should like?
Who do you think I do like?
Who do you think likes me?
Who do you think should like me?
Who do you think makes me smile/laugh the most?
Who do you think makes me cry the most?
Who do you think makes me mad the most?
Who do you think makes me hyper the most?
Who do you think keeps me calm?
Who do you think keeps me “normal”?

...... interesting survey I gues.......

A Short Post... I know it's a lame title, deal with it!

Quiz

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now

1. Go away!!! (not to anybody at school)
2. Noooo! I was doing my homework.
3. Are you sure?
4. Your singing that song wrong!!! Gosh, even I could sing better than you!!
5. Yes, I know, I have a really lame title
6. How can I lose ten points in grammar??
7. How do this chinese problem?
8. What do you really think about me?
9. So how's life?
10. Stop arguing!!!

Nine things about yourself

1. I don't have a animal mascot 0.0
2. I'm a work-a-holic
3. I'm trying not to procrastinate... so far so good.
4. I don't have any real enemies... that's good
5. I play violin (no comment on how well I do at it)
6. I survived first quarter
7. I have really really low self esteem
8. I have a good life in general
9. I'm toying with the idea of going to LA/SS 9th, but it's probably too hard anyways

Eight ways to win your heart

1. Have a good personality
2. Be funny
3. Be optimisic
4. Don't be really stupid
5. Honest
6. Be fair
7. Be caring
8. Try to be lenient? I can't think of eight....

Seven things that cross your mind a lot

1. Is this assignment a work of art or an absolute failure
2. Was what I just did right?
3. Who I am
4. Grades (big time...)
5. My friends
6. My happiness
7. Surviving life in general

Six things you wish you never did

1. Being so pessimistic
2. Deciding to perform at the Thanksgiving thingy
3. Attending health class (not that I had a choice... it was scarring)
4. Not trying to be more optimisic sooner
5. Not know Larry very well till this year
6. Establish a reputation for being unnaturally smart. (I like smart, but not be called brainiac by Mr. Jones...)

Five turnoffs (what's that?)

1. Arrogant people
2. Obnoxious people
3. Teachers that don't tell you what the requirements are (none of my current teachers)
4. My own strange temper... yesh, that's right, I hate myself sometimes, is that ok?
5. People trying to change my own personality or just me so that they can benefit from it.

I HATE myself

OMFG!!!!! I think I needed to be demoted to triangle... I'm not even worthy of a stupid oboe (no offence to oboe players).... I really really screwed up this time. Stupid thanksgiving performance.... That was probably the worst I've ever played, in front of everybody... My parents are stiilll lecturing me about it! D< So this is what happened:

Intro: Uh... I'm gonna play Concierto in G minor (Suzuki book four, SONG FOUR crap I can't believe I messed up on that easy song....)

Plays first page.... arm is shaking wildly, hypervenhilating....

Second page: LITERALLy stops and kneels down, unable to stand anymore.... T.T

Third Page: Final note: A on E string, First Position... I messed up on it.... T^T

In your opinion should I like just quit violin?? I mean, that was failure number 2 where I "embarrassed my family, my honor... and other stuff" (Parents).

I hate myself.... I had a good violin, the easiest music since twinkle... and I breakdown, pause for a minute, get a drink of water, and then play again... I'm a failure.... I can't even play first position right, what hope do I have of even bothering continuing?

Grades

Yay!!! Grades are finally back for da Narratives!!! Not bad... I got a 90/92, and I had good writings... but really "terrible grammar" psh.... 10 pts. off grammar sounds a bit extreme don't you think? Oh wellz. I did good. Yay for Katie!! 96/92 good job!!! I wonder what her narrative sounded like to be sooo good.

In other realms of thought...... hmm... I think I got a A on the math test... or, depending on Ms. Kol's mood I could get an F on the first test of da quarter 0.0 Still, I think I got the right answer... ugh... Shiv, Bobby and Andrew all got it right.... smart math pplz T.T

What else??? Um.... Thanksgiving!!! *sigh* I have to perform to my old neighbors... nothing wrong with that... except I'm gonna screw up again... maybe I just play Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star.... that's mess up proof I hopez... x]

Essay

I think Mr. Black thinks that I am way too smart... Today, he wouldn't even read my thesis... grrrrrr.... I'm gonna prove to him that I am not smart!!! x] May Mr. Black read this and be proud...

Thesis: I am a extremely bad student

TS: I have had very bad grades.

CD 1: I got a D+ on one of my math tests

CD 2: I recieved a 7/10 on many of my LA assesments

CD 3: I received a 0/10 for forgetting my name on an assignment x]

CD 4: I got a B+ on Science in 6th Grade

CM 1: The above show I have extremely bad grades

CS: Therefore, I am a bad student because I have bad grades

TS 2: I have extremely bad behavior:

CD 1: I received a detention from Ms. Kol

CD 2: I received a dentention from Ms. Trautman

CS 1: Therefore, I often misbehave and am a bad student x]

TS 3: I have ADD!!! xD

CD 1: I do not pay attention in class

CD 2: I have to ask a lot of questions

CD 3: I cannot keep still

CD 4: I'm writing this essay when I could be doing my hw! x]

CS: Therefore, I am a very bad student! xD

Hmm... not a bad essay.... I think I could earn a C!!

A REALLY fun recital....

Haha..... I just failed at my recital yesterday.... sigh. It was really depressing... Luckily my parents weren't there to see x] huh... still. so this is what happened

Walk in.... hmm, put down my violin, get everything ready. Walk into stage/ room, listen to all the other ppl. The other Eric was there, and so were my brother and sister (who also play violin). My brother goes first, and he did pretty good. Not too many mistakes, gets through the whole 4-page song reasonably well. Everyone else does pretty good. I go fifth... and I TOTALLY screw up! T.T Totally. I got stoppped 5 times during the whole song, had to replay almost everything twice, and then the teacher said: "ummmm, that was ok" I didn't have enough vibrato, I didn't have good shifts (I messed up shifting from first to THIRD postion T.T). My SISTER outplayed me. Well, then again, my sister outplays me most of the time anyway XD. Smart little person.... she's mean, but a really good violinist and smart.... life is unfair x]. Hmph, this is the only subject I'm not too good at. Ochestra: Not significant in the grand scheme of things.... x], and in BYSO debut (the class for like 10 yr. olds, I was the exception), I got shelved to 2nd Violin T.T I'm getting beaten by ten-year-olds in Ochestra.... XDDDDD Like others (aka Alex, Anita, Katie, Mina (I think that's how to spell it) Venny, Eileen, even FRANKLIN) play better than me and totally beat me at violin. Sighz... oh well, that's life! Maybe I'll get shelved to Fifth Violin next time! xDD New Record!!!

I failed at Cross Dressing!!! XDDDD

My mom probably thinks I'm the weirdest guy in the universe by now!!! XD

So, for a Spanish fashion project, my group was planning to come to school in skirts, dresses, etc. unfortunately, my mom found me stealing my sisters princess costume.... XDDDDD She looks at me weirdly, and calls my dad over. I was lectured (durr...), and then finally went to sleep. Hmm... people probably think I'm already weird enough without this. Oh well, at least I didn't leave my mark in Odle history as the guy that showed up in a frilly pink dress with clip on earrings!!! XD Oh well.

Second Post ~~~ YESSS!

Hm... I think I'll write a little more to start off my blogging....

Well.... maybe a entry of today's happenings... today was okish.... not that good.

The Good: Hmmm..... My thesis + question for the 210 PT. RESEARCH PROJECT isn't a total failure.... better than expected. Hmmm... I've aced last quarter.... and I got 8 hrs of sleep last night. YES! Oh yeahz. I finally got IM, and I opened a blog.

The Bad: Hmmmm..... My thesis is "unclear" (crap crap crap, that's another night of stressng out). I have to provide mouth-to-mouth resuscitation to my brother's PP cuz he procrastinated and guess who has to help him?? Hm.... My mom's trying to fatten me up for the winter (for slaughter, what else xD ) and I'm trying to stay thinnish or at least not become fat. Hmm.... oh yeah.... we're reading the deppressing SCARY (yes, SCARY) book about The Tale of Two Cities, by far, the most perverted, whacked, sick, gut-wrenching book I've read in my LIFE! Aside from that, I think life is generally flowing nicely.

The ubiquitous: Tho this is COMPLETELY irrelevant to the survival of this blog, I'm starting to like a girl I know somewhere along in my life. Gaspeth!

First Post!

OMG I just posted something on a blog!!!!! TY Larry!!!!!