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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Depression....

I have a D in SS and an F in Spanish... I guess I'm livng the life of a failing nerd huh? I didn't think that was possible...

I was really depressed today that I did so bad. And I noticed something. Whatever I do now is basicaly useless... my advice sucks, and the harder I try to help the worse everything seems. Dang.. this sounds emo, but seriously the harder I try the more I'm basically screwing everything up. It's just... I duno

I duno. I sometimes think if I just disappearred... not a whole lot of ppl that would notice. I duno. Half the ppl that act like they're my "friend" seriously just want to use me to do their hw. Not any of you guys, but some other pplz. I don't know. It kinda makes me feel like a tool. And that makes the whole grade thing worse... I mean... If i start failing do ppl just like stop talking to me and shunning me? Would that make me a homework tool then basically?

I'm not ticked off. I'm actually really sad that anything like this might happen w/ ppl I know. Maybe it's just me. Prolly is. But I duno. I feel like a waste of everyone's time when I basically throw a tantrum like this. bleh. I get depressed over the stupidest stuff. grades. and it's not even high school. wow. ><"

12 comments:

Silver Cat said...

-commiserates-
the harder i try to be more confident, the more i come out sounding like a complete idiot x.x

that's not really relevant, but i'm just saying, you're not alone...

you're not a hw tool...you have true friends that care about you

and the ones that just use you aren't worth it

Anonymous said...

WE LUFF U ERIC.
x]]]
dont be sad.
i have an almost failing grade in French too.
as for LA/SS
we havent gotten many grades yet
its ok!!
we've only had 3rd quarter for 1 month!!
YOU CAN DO IT ERIC!! WE LUFF U!!
as for the HW tool:
you know that there are those who rly care about u. those who use u, are freaks. but there rly arent that many. to tell the truth, when i was a sixxie i was glad to sit next to u cuz i could copy off the ubersmart kid! =D but then i got to know you, and i'm glad to have such an awesome friend.
everyone fails with their grades sometimes, just work a little and it'll go right back up.
^^

L said...

I'll just be blunt.

Your inferiority complex is getting annoying.

Da Mousie said...

-.-" ignore lizzy xD jk
*sigh* same w/ me (besides hw tool) my advice sucks more than yours xD
It's the beginning of the quarter. kinda. yeah. you'll be able to make it up, and anyways...
*sigh* i feel like i'm disappearing, people don't even know me. they refer to me as "person" or "larry's gf" and i'm like *sigh* thanks...
*pats* *sigh*

jazz~ said...

You still have a lot of time to make up for these grades =]

//Theresa. said...

O.O
-stares at eric-
O.O
O.O
KATIE LOVES YOU!!!!
-runs from angry, blushing katie with sledgehammer-
lalala.
i'm sure that your grades will pull back up, especially because you work really hard.
it will definitely pay off...
as for spanish, all you've got to do is talk up more in class and actually study for the tests.
(i know. gasp. study? for spanish? >.>)
anyways, i get depressed over grades too...
(tis terrifying)
peh.
dun be emo. not good for your health.

Silver Cat said...

o.O
i'm not angry/blushing
that was seriously random though
o.O

Da Mousie said...

-sigh- lolz
*pats* terry's right

wendy darling said...

Eric you need to be more manly. LOL sorry I'm just teasing you :P
but srsly you're a nice guy, I'm positive you have a lot of friends who aren't just nice to you so they can copy your homework or whatever

fox said...

OH GOD ITS ERIC SUN LOL YOU'RE SO EMO NOW WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU???

-andrew wang :P

A Friend of Jimmy's said...

rofl!! hey andrew! I haven't seen you in a while. nah. this is just one emo instance. xP I'm not all like this am I?? (hm... maybe!) . Lizzy, I gota I big inferior complex. And I don't like big words. So deal w/ it. xPPP

haha thanx guys. Gawsh I should eat more craisins to combat depression. Grr -will roast grades if they don't go up- =DD

Next post will be cheerfuler (is that a word?)

Chirag Ved said...

Eric, I'm azn failing...it's ok...we have time left