I blew up today... and I still weirded out about it.

I was talking with this person... and the person said something that set me off... I blew up, and I was so bitter, it scared me a bit.

I duno. It was something that... should have gone away, but it never did.

I let it spill out, and I vented it on the person. I shouldn't have... but I was really bitter.

I got angrier and angrier, and I said hurtful things. And.. the more I said hurtful things, the worse I felt... but the worse I felt, the more I said hurtful things... which kinda didn't work out very welll...

I... duno. I should have never let my anger out.... but I was sososososo angry, and I couldn't believe what the person was doing to me.... and why the person had done it.

I felt that... it was one sided, and I had to do all the understanding... it didn't seem fair... and the facts kept changing.
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I didn't know what to do... I was so bitter about it, and I couldn't stop..
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I didn't choose to let it out, but in the end, I just.... put the anger away...
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weird, it's not gone. It's there, and if it ever turns up....

"Put it away for now, save a friendship. Hope it'll go gone soon" ~Random quote from internet

I'm now like weirded out... I feel like such a jerk. mehh... stupid mood swings..