.... I haven't posted awhile cuz of some crappy compy outage... =.=

oh wel! aside from that.... life is ok is as usual! = (is that even an emote??)

hmmm...
I think my parents watch too many Teen Nick shows.... kinda sad. they get the generalization that anyone that is 13, 14, or 15, are teenagers and behave exactly the same way. =.= if I do anything, they take it as hostile or "rebellious"

here's a wonderful example: my brother spends half the day stomping around and throwing temper tantrums. fun huh? well he doesn't get in trouble, and my parents just say "stop omg leave us in peace"

then, I grumble about washing the dishes. I get shouted at and lectured for being a teen and "growing up" and "being disrespectful to their elders" -dies at the cliche-

I call this age discrimination!!!!
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from this....
I conclude...
WE SHOULD HOLD A CIVIL RIGHTS MOVEMENT!!! x]

yup. hmm....
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OMFG I GOT A 204/195 -dies-
yup.
Honors ochestra was pretty fun... been a while since i've been in an afterschool ochestra. Last time.... was two years ago in BYSO where I was the oldest by... -counts- three yrs!

yes! in bio we had a seat change!! and I am no longer sitting next to Franklin!!! yay!
yeh... he finally got the idea yesterday that Larry doesn't pariticulary (darn... can't spell) like him
-headdesk-

my mom is leaving again... for another trip to Nevada or something on family business. yup. just business.

gr.... must do ms. bengzinger's hw.... it's sooo booring.... -falls asleep-

what's the gender of the narrator in a tell tale heart.... I duno. Poe's gender confused. =D

srry Katie! stole this from your blog!

1.Name a quote from the song you're listening to.?
"thanks for the memories..."
2. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?:
no... why would they?
3. What book are you reading right now?
Narnia! Go Narnia!
4. What are you seriously wearing?
Clothes.... o.o
8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
Nope! 7 hours is good for me!
9. Think of all your exs. Would you take any of them back?
No. what's done is done.
10. On your "lazy days" what would you be doing?
omg!!! eat, sleep, play compy, blog, eat some more, sleep some more, watch TV... everything I can't do right now!!!! xD
15. Do you own a pair of Converse?
what's converse? are those shoes...
16. Where are you right now?
in my house
17. Do you eat raw cookie dough?
nope. always wondered what it tasted like
18. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
more times then I have fingers.
23. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
waiting for someone? hmm... maybe. well, I'm always online
24. Could you live without a computer?
Yesh. gawsh, I have a life -ish true right?-
45. Is anyone on your bad side now?
I don't think anyone is ever really on my bad side... except perhaps my parents
46. What jewelry are you wearing?
I'm a guy.
49. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
nupe. sounds cool tho.
50. How do some people spell your name?
most ppl: Eric
Ms. Kol: Erick
some ppl: Erin
unfortunate few: Erica
51. Would you wear your boyfriends/girlfriends clothes?
um.... where'd this quiz come from??/
56. What are you doing tomorrow?
going to school, failing life in general =P
62. When is the last time you left your house?
this morning
69. What color are your bed sheets?
I think they're green.
76. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
who wouldn't?
77. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
a ton: Eric Hsieh, Eric Lei (hey that rhymes!) Eric Kim, Erica (doesn't really count)
78. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
3, a pair of sandals, a pair of formal shoes, and tenis shoes.
79. Whats the last thing you ate?
A Jolly Rancher
80. What type of cell phone do you own?
A banana phone
81. What service is your cell phone?
Monkeys R Us.
84. What's your middle name?
don't have one... tho Joe sounds good.
85. Where is your cell phone?
In my stomach (banana phones are edible and now come in three different colors! Green, yellow, and blackish!)
86. How are you sitting?
with a bit of a slouch
87. What brand are your pants right now?
I duno
88. Ever been to Georgia?
I duno
91. What irritates you most on the internet?
an infinite amount of popups
92. Do you watch movies with your parents?
yeh
94. Favorite song?
White Flag by Dido
96. What song best describes your life right now?
I duno... Larry! Desperate for attention! xDDDD
97. Where do you work?
Burger king. I get paid 6 cents an hour -.- I'm callling for a union!
98. Are you taking college classes right now?
Does eighth grade math count?
99. What do you drink? (alchoholic & non-alcoholic)?
milk. water. my life is blander (is that a word) then a rice cake (azn)
101. Do you like sushi?
yesh
102. Do you get your hair cut every month?
nope.
103. Do you go online every day?
yes!!
104. Current relationship status?
^^ not telling!
105. Do you know anyone that has changed your life?
plenty!
whew!! amazingly long quiz!

I blew up today... and I still weirded out about it.

I was talking with this person... and the person said something that set me off... I blew up, and I was so bitter, it scared me a bit.

I duno. It was something that... should have gone away, but it never did.

I let it spill out, and I vented it on the person. I shouldn't have... but I was really bitter.

I got angrier and angrier, and I said hurtful things. And.. the more I said hurtful things, the worse I felt... but the worse I felt, the more I said hurtful things... which kinda didn't work out very welll...

I... duno. I should have never let my anger out.... but I was sososososo angry, and I couldn't believe what the person was doing to me.... and why the person had done it.

I felt that... it was one sided, and I had to do all the understanding... it didn't seem fair... and the facts kept changing.
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I didn't know what to do... I was so bitter about it, and I couldn't stop..
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I didn't choose to let it out, but in the end, I just.... put the anger away...
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weird, it's not gone. It's there, and if it ever turns up....

"Put it away for now, save a friendship. Hope it'll go gone soon" ~Random quote from internet

I'm now like weirded out... I feel like such a jerk. mehh... stupid mood swings..

Death... it's kinda a scary sounding word isn't it? I mean, it's cold, heartless... final I guess. I duno... cold, metallic...

I'M NOT GOING EMO!
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I'm just sad. How can someone just disappear if you only talked to them a few months ago? Just like that. Poof! Is it possible?
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A brush of death.
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so final... I can't understand it.
... so confusing... >.<
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is it religion? a punishment to the living, by taking away those they care for?
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what is it?
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death is... death. a five letter word that means you stop laughing, and it just ends. With five letters.
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>< I sound emo... I'm not. Just really really scared for a second.
My grandpa almost died... he's in the hospitall...
and...
yeh
Just confused