healing!

hehe... I haven't posted in a loongg time. cuz maybe I've been busy.

I duno. I have been healing... I guess you might say? I duno. Whatever you call leaving off social life for a bit and burying yourself in homework and trying to forget what you've been doing for the last month or so.

Hm. But enough of that. I shouldn't dwell too much in the past

lala I feel a lot better now! Maybe cuz my parents are forcing me to get enough sleep (O-M-G 8 hours =OOOO) but that's all cool.

My parents are still stalking me tho.

Which means my post ends right here.

Cloud gazing

When I was little... whenever I was sad I would go outside, lie down on a hill near my house, and just stare at the clouds.

I don't do that as much anymore, cuz... I'm not usually that sad. Well, today, i kinda felt... downish. And so I went to the small hill again and lay down on the grass again, and felt it prickle against my neck, just like when I was like five. I live in a different house now... but this hill felt the same as any other.

I just kept lying there, staring up into the clouds. It was kinda nice, nothing to do but watch clouds pass by. Start seeing those weird shapes that turn into whatever your thinking or just random stuff.

I saw: A giant donut (it was almost dinner), pikachu, a turtle, a swimming penguin, a mountain biker, a fat person, a sleeping cat, a mouse, a pencil, and hmm... oh yea a fish!

meh... then my mom spoiled it and told me to go inside. psh...

Still, it was cool... just to stop worrying and get your mind off things. Go back to the good old days when you didn't really have to worry. Enjoy life every once in a while.

=D I should do it more often.

A fast hypothetical situtation

ok.

Hypothetically (a big word =O), person A did a stupid stupid thing that he promises he will never ever do again. Hypothetically, he tells person B. Person B told Person C and D, which were friends of Person A anywayz

The next day, Person A finds out. He gets ticked off at person B, and walks off really messed up. Person B seems upset (from Person A's point of view).

So, Person A wishes to apologize to person B for being a jerkoff. So, person A dearly hopes person B will accept his apology.

Hypothetically. xD